It scares me to think
About what he’ll think of me. What if I’m not what he expects me to be? What if I’m fatter or uglier than he expects me to be? Skdhagdks I’m afraid to disappoint him :/ but honestly? I can’t wait to see him. On another note, my first week of college is over with!!! I think I can get used to this livin. My classes are easy and everything is going well. I’m...
In my dorm. My back kind of hurts from my mattress… bleh. It’ll take some getting used to for sure. Other than that, I’m having loads of fun getting to know everyone and getting to know ucf. Tomorrow is the first day of classes, and job hunting lol. Oh! I used the gym today. It. Was. AMAZING :D the machines are touch screen and its just pure amazingness. Okay time for bed. My...
is the big day. i said bye to ashley tonight… i lost it. i broke down. i know i’m coming back to visit/work in 2-3 weeks, but i know that this is the turning point. this won’t be my permanent home anymore. i’m looking around my room right now, and it’s so empty. i don’t like it one bit… :/
who knew that
packing everything up to go start a new life would be so hard to do. sure, i’ve had my clothes packed, but now i’m packing my picture frames and other small things around my room to take with me. it’s hitting me really hard that I only have 2 days left. i’m petrified. i can look at going away for summer as going away to arkansas, but what happens when summer is over? I...
“Cheat on your fears. Break up with your doubts. Get engaged to your faith & marry your dreams.”
the feeling of
waking up early to go work out is the best feeling ever. it’s the best way that I can start my day off, which I will be doing from now on! i really hope my going away party turns out to be good, i’m kind of afraid it won’t :/ but whatever. let the cleaning of everything and packing of my clothes into suitcases (my mom yelled at me to take them out of the trashbags lol) begin!
It's been so long
Since I’ve had a night like last night. It could have possibly been the best night I’ve EVER had in naples. Ring of fire, late night trips to McDonald’s, being at the mall for hours when it was closed with three of my favorite people, and my five am trip to waffle house. Seriously, nights like these make me so excited for what’s to come when I move to Orlando. Cause i know...